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tribute to trains and memories

January 25, 2012  · Dallas  · 

Last night, I had the opportunity to sit at the railroad tracks old downtown Mesquite at Main and watch the entire freight train pass. I just turn off the engine and watch wait and listen. I recall as a child doing the same thing in Terrell, and at the tracks beyond Talty. It’s like the heart beat of the nation, and it’s not a bad thing to sit and listen and watch as goods rush to some place, to be distributed and gobbled up by shoppers. Various memories associated with the trains as a teen in Kaufman. The tracks ran behind our house on Main Street a few hundred yards away. Papa would always watch and count the cars. He would talk about catching trains as a young man–I mean, not with a ticket, but literally jumping on and going where the train went! Then, there were the hobos of the current day who left signs of having camped near the tracks, putting pennies on the track and looking for them later.. don’t think I ever found one! Joe Rogers and I played along those tracks, and before him, Brent Livingston and I WALKED the tracks numerous times and collected unique rocks. Sadly, there was the memory every time we crossed the Talkty tracks of Judy Casselberry Ferrell, who died at those tracks. This is just my little tribute to trains and memories.

troubled soul

January 25, 2012 

Someone made a comment about me referring to a friend [Jess Grimes] who has died as a “troubled soul.” I have thought about it, and how it might sound. During our college days he WAS troubled in ways which I was not. We formed a real bond of friendship. I did not know that what he had would be referred to “obsessive-compulsive thought disorder.” As close as we were, I could never give him enough assurance about any topic he was concerned with, usually a spiritual one, that comforted him. It was a puzzle to me, but I was honored that he came to me with questions. In all the intervening years, life’s harsh realities hit me many times. I struggled, and I would certainly classify myself as a “troubled soul”. In many ways, if we are honest before God, we are ALL troubled. I don’t count myself as any different. To be human, and struggle to know what is divine can be VERY troubling. But our wonderful missionary friend, Sonny Holland, said something I’ll always be grateful for…that is, There is NOTHING like trouble that will send you running to God. And folks, we all NEED to realize that we are troubled souls in need of a gracious God and Savior. I will confess it to the world! I AM a troubled soul who finds comfort in the arms of the Savior. It is a constant process of going through trials, and throwing yourself before the throne of mercy. There. I said it!

Common decency. Common courtesy. Common sense.

January 23, 2018 

Common decency. Common courtesy. Common sense. I used to hear these much more often when I was growing up. These days, many times we think they don’t exist any more. It certainly seems that way when you consider all you hear on the news, etc. But if I am honest about it, there’s more of it out there than we may realize. We are very cynical these days. I mean, stories like the scandal of Harvey Weinstein and others make us feel that the world has gone to pot, so to speak. But really, consider all that goes right in the good ol’ USA. People everywhere do what is expected of them–and even more– every day. I mean, there are many people in position of power or authority who could misuse it to their own advantage. I can’t see how a Harvey Weinstein lives with himself. Even if I were not a Christian, I could never be abusive to people or abuse power that way. I suspect that many if not most feel the same. Maybe we ought to revive those terms of such common things to remind us that a great majority of people do what is right or good or beneficial even.

Anniversary of Papa’s death

49 years ago today, Mama came home from work at the high school snack bar and found Papa had died. It was apparent he had been standing right in front of the phone, with a towel in his hand. Something had happened and he was going to call my mother at the clinic, we decided. I was in DeLois Garner’s art class when Linda Cox came and got me. I was so devastated. He had passed out a time or two and had an appointment with a doctor in Dallas. His brother, my Great Uncle Forest had died when I was eleven. Papa was 62 and I thought he was old. Now, next month, I will be 67! Back in those years we had to load up the lawn mower in the trunk of the car and go mow the cemetery lot. We did it for years. Life is made of loves and losses. There is no ordinary grief. It is all a challenge to the human spirit. But real love will carry you through. Ours was always a family with an abundance of that. I hope yours is too. It was a sad time for a long time. Papa had already been taken away. I remember so much detail, as though it were yesterday. Sometime in the Spring, Mrs. Garner noted in class one day that I had finally laughed again. I shall always be thankful for my Papa. In my 18 years, he had such a great impact on me. Love you Papa, still! P.S. I kept your clip-on neck ties!

Trump’s trainwreck press conference ushers in a clueless presidency

by Richard Wolffe

Donald Trump is not what he seems. The supposed master of media manipulation stumbled so often at his first press conference, it is hard to recall why anyone thought the TV star was good at this stuff in the first place.

If the potentially explosive story embroiling him weren’t so salacious, you might say this is a case of the emperor’s new clothes. Instead, it’s safe to say the Trump presidency is already in shambles. And it has yet to reach its official start.

For a showman who promised to restore the Reagan era – and even ripped off Reagan’s slogan – this is just one of the most surprising revelations of the past few days.

Reagan and his advisers knew how to project a sunny image that kept the presidency separate from whatever the pesky media wanted to focus on, such as high unemployment or secret gun-running to enemy states.

Judging from Wednesday’s trainwreck press conference – the first since July – Trump and his handlers have no self-discipline and no strategy to deal with the Russian crisis that has been simmering for the best part of the past year.They also have no sense of irony or, apparently, reality. The press conference opened with Sean Spicer, the incoming press secretary, condemning the media coverage of Trump’s compromised relationship with Russia as “frankly outrageous and highly irresponsible”.

It seems churlish to have to recall this tweet from Trump in the closing phase of the recent election: “Did Crooked Hillary help disgusting (check out sex tape and past) Alicia M become a US citizen so she could use her in the debate?”

This kind of thing makes it hard for the new White House to pass the laugh test, never mind the smell test. It’s heartwarming to know that the president-elect is so concerned about how fake news can destroy real people. If only he had the self-awareness and self-discipline to live by his own words.

In any crisis you generally try to deflect attention from your own misconduct. Instead, Team Trump seems happy to shine a bright light on its own monumental mistakes.

That included the wonderful personal testimony from the incoming vice-president, Mike Pence, who introduced his boss by assuring us that he was full of what he called “energy”. Perhaps Pence has been spending too much time with someone who liked to criticize his primary opponents for having low energy.

Donald Trump is full of many things, but his energy levels are neither relevant nor particularly reassuring at this point.

Besides, if you need your vice-president to attest to your character, you’re such damaged goods that your executive position is already in jeopardy.

Pence’s introduction recalled Al Gore’s sad pep rally on the south lawn of the White House defending Bill Clinton as “one of our greatest presidents” in the late desperate stages of the Monica Lewinsky scandal.

In many ways, Trump has snowballed all the Clinton scandals into one shock-and-awe transition. He has somehow combined all the anti-Clinton accusations of foreign influence and financial irregularity in the 1996 re-election, with the dubious personal morality of the Lewinsky affair and the never-ending tendency towards cronyism. Only it took the Clintons decades to accrue these kinds of entanglements.

We could compare the relative importance of being Putin’s poodle versus sex with an intern, but what’s the point? After all, Trump can make the case better than any of us.

Without any sense of shame or patriotism, the president-elect celebrated the Russian hacking of the DNC and all those leaked emails. He even bragged about his closeness to the Russian president before claiming – somehow – that Hillary Clinton was the real poodle.

“If Putin likes Donald Trump, guess what folks, that is called an asset, not a liability,” Trump said. “Do you honestly believe that Hillary would be tougher on Putin than me? Give me a break.”

Yes, Mr President-elect. The intelligence reports are indeed calling you an asset in the context of Russia. You may keep using that word but, as in the Princess Bride, I do not think it means what you think it means.

Trump will never learn from his mistakes. Suspecting the recent Russia revelations are the work of the intelligence agencies, Trump continues to wage war on his own spies. He could offer no proof of such a betrayal but continued to trash the CIA in public all the same.

This kind of struggle does not end well for sitting presidents, as Richard Nixon discovered. Bob Woodward and Carl Bernstein’s biggest source, known as Deep Throat, was in fact the deputy director of the FBI.You might think that the main purpose of Trump’s press conference was to squash the Russia dossier news. But no – that was just the first few minutes of the affair.

After a rambling introduction about carmakers, veterans affairs and his inaugural celebrations, Trump finally arrived at his desired topic of the day: the non-resolution of the conflicts of interest that will embroil his presidency from now until he leaves the Oval Office.

A table stacked with yellow envelopes was supposed to represent all the documents Trump signed to disentangle his business affairs from his presidency, by passing management control of the Trump Organization to his sons.

Rather like a suitcase supposedly full of cash, it was hard to tell if any of the documents were real without, you know, releasing them to the press like his tax returns. Instead, we were forced to listen to his personal attorney assuring us there was a wall being built between the presidency and the Trump Organization.

That wall is about as solid as Trump’s other proposed wall on the southern border, given that there is no divestment. Why not? As the Trump attorney explained, a fire sale of Trump assets would be unfair to the president-elect and it was impossible to find an independent trustee competent enough to do so anyway.

Oh yes, and such a divestment would involve a lot of third-party debt, despite Trump’s claims that he has no debt.

The more details that emerge from Team Trump, the worse Trump looks. Of course the Russian dossier couldn’t be true, said the president-elect: “I’m also very much a germophobe, by the way.”

If this is Trump’s playbook for crisis management, his political opponents should sit back and enjoy the show. Like a dog that returns to his vomit, this president-elect just can’t help himself. Let the follies begin.

Miriam Rigdon: There had to be Divine Intervention to put Trump into this position, why don’t you hold all of your negative comments until after he is in office & see if he lives up to his promises. We put up with an America hating president for 8 years, Trump can’t be any worse than Obummer!!! Pray that God will guide our government instead of being negative on all these posts.

Gail Obaseki: God has turned this country over to their own reprobate mind. They’re calling wrong right and right wrong. They believe in spite of the facts that Obama = bad. And Trump = good. They questioned Obama’s faith in God and his morals, while blessing Trump and others in their immorality. And this includes all of the so-called Religious Right and the Moral Majority. So, if the Almighty God has seen fit to give them the leader they so craved, then those of us in the Remnant will watch and pray to that same Almighty God for protection and deliverance. And as He did for the children of Israel in the midst of a reprobate Egypt, as He did for my forefathers and mothers in the midst of a hate-filled America. He will show Himself strong. Meanwhile David and other like-minded folk, do not despair, do not be angry. God has not changed and will not be mocked!

Melissa Wells:  I don’t know why you are surprised. He never stated anything during any of his speeches. He was just full of hot air and deflection, bumbling through his speeches with zingers at others and people bought it. So sad!

Working for Papa at Mrs. Hendersons

The summer after 8th grade, Papa decided to let me start working for him in the paint contracting biz all summer. I think it was $1.50 an hour. I needed to work and start helping the family with finances. From then on, I bought all my school clothes and supplies, and dress clothes too. But I got more out of it than that. I got to see a different side of my grandfather than I had before. He was SO patient with me showing me how to handle the paint brush. He assured me that if I made a mistake, he could fix it. One of the first places we worked was at the Hendersons, our third grade teacher. How I loved this. It was so good to see her, and be around Mr. Henderson as well. Their back yard was so pretty with the privacy fence they had which was of the grass type bound by wire. One didn’t see these. She had four-o-clocks growing by the garage. You don’t see those much either. She let me know where she kept a house key outside–inside the string mop hanging upside down in a tall shrub. It was very clever I thought. I guess it’s ok now to tell it! It was the beginning of something really great, getting to know my own Papa in a work setting, as well as people in our town. It continued my love relationships in childhood, taking them to a new level. I am one thankful child.

Kay Sullivan Miller

I love the details of your memories… wish I had that!

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David McKee Wiser Land

I’m surprised I do sometimes.. lol But they are etched so strongly with emotion! 🙂

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Marko Tomko

Good experience!

Karen Airheart Lester

Great story, thanks for sharing. I have an Aunt, (my mothers sister) Marilyn and David Ganns mother who tells wonderful family stories. I need to get her to write them down for the coming generations.

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Susan Land Williams

Sweet!

Joni Gail Walker

Isn’t it amazing how we remember our childhood memories! My Dad let me work with him one summer, I wanted a new softball glove so badly, it cost $17.50 @ Gerald Cody’s hardware store! Dad was bricking apartments outside Terrell on highway 31! I was so proud of that glove when I finally got 2 buy it! I realize now how hard my Dad worked all his life!

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David McKee Wiser Land

Yes. It taught us a lot didn’t it? I sure appreciate the hard work your dad and my Papa did. Bricklaying seems much harder than painting!

Maria Moore Brandt

I love hearing your memories too, David. I was blessed to spend the whole day at Christmas with just my parents talking and reminiscing and heard them tell stories I’d never heard before. I’m like Kay and wish I could remember more. Thanks for sharing!

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Kay Sullivan Miller

Joni, I remember your dad built my mom & dad’s fireplace! Hey, I can remember some things, just not all the details that David does… lol

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Gail Obaseki

Love this memory!

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Colleen Moore Goodrich

Was that Ms Henderson that had jet black hair piled in a wonderful do. She was so tiny and frail when she subbed for us. Would have loved to have known that side of her. I think our class tormented the poor woman but she never flenched!

Colleen Moore Goodrich

You should start writing a book about your Kaufman childhood memories! And collect others to publish!

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David McKee Wiser Land

Yes Mrs Henderson was the teacher with the black hair in a bun Colleen !

Betty Jo Rinks Truelove

She wore a bun? I thought it was black short kinda curly hair, she brushed back. Short lady. I was almost as talk as she was. 🙂

Jackie Sikes Gaston

I loved Mrs. Henderson and your Papa, too.

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David McKee Wiser Land

Jackie, was Mrs. Henderson’s name, Nana?

Jackie Sikes Gaston

You know, I think it was something like that. She was really a very sweet lady when you got to know her.

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David McKee Wiser Land

I found it.. Nannie K. is what she always signed on report cards. Her tombstone says Nannie Bell Kerr Henderson

Jackie Sikes Gaston

Yep, that’s it.

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David McKee Wiser Land

Her husband was Keller.. He was a character, like a little Irisman.. a leprechaun. 🙂 I loved being at their house.

Beverly Fogg-Cameron

ur grandpa was not like mine. Jess Stamper had no patience. lol

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David Land

Papa typically did not.. that is why it was so different to see him that way teaching me!

January 6, 2010 Poor and ailing

It’s cold in the house, but I rather like it. I enjoy winter when it comes to stay for a while. There’s comfort in the predictability of it. I hurt more than usual though. Kindness in the world exists, though. Yesterday I had blood drawn at Baylor clinic for the poor and ailing, and Christ’s Clinic at Preston Road checked my eyes and gave me a new Rx for $5.

Didn’t that last entry sound pitiful? lol I’m SO really thankful for what I DO have. I haven’t really stressed TOO much about not having regular work. But I keep planning and looking ahead, adjusting expectations. It is nice to experience and be the recipient of the care of others. It’s the same assurance of faith that God watches over his own.

Treatments of homosexuality in Britain since the 1950s—an oral history: the experience of patients

Objectives To investigate the circumstances since the 1950s in which people who were attracted to members of the same sex received treatments to change their sexual orientation, the referral pathway and the process of therapy, and its aftermath.

Design A nationwide study based on qualitative interviews.

Participants 29 people who had received treatments to change their sexual orientation in the United Kingdom and two relatives of former patients.

Results Most participants had been distressed by their attraction to their own sex and people in whom they confided thought they needed treatment. Although some participants chose to undergo treatments instead of imprisonment or were encouraged through some form of medical coercion, most were responding to complex personal and social pressures that discouraged any expression of their sexuality. While many participants found happiness in same sex relationships after their treatment, most were left feeling emotionally distressed to some degree.

Conclusion The definition of same sex attraction as an illness and the development of treatments to eradicate such attraction have had a negative long term impact on individuals.

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Introduction

Religious objections to same sex attraction between men have existed since at least the Middle Ages1 but were first endorsed in law in England in the 1533 Act of Henry VIII, which classified sodomy as an illegal act between man and woman, man and man, or man and beast.2 This law, which was re-enacted in 1563, was the basis for all male homosexual convictions until 1885, when the Criminal Assessment Act extended the legal sanction to any sexual contact between males.2 The end of the 19th century saw the advent of the concept of homosexuality as a pathological medical or psychological condition,36 which legitimised treatments to change it. The social construction of the diagnosis of homosexuality occurred within the context of powerful sociopolitical forces against any variation from the heterosexual norm that prevailed for much of the 20th century.6 Though sexual behaviour in private between adult men was decriminalised in Britain in 1967, treatments to change homosexuals into heterosexuals peaked in the 1960s and early 1970s.7 However, we have little knowledge of the patients who experienced, or the professionals who administered, such treatments. We conducted an oral history study of treatments to change same sex attraction in Britain from 1950 to understand why people received treatment, how they experienced it, and how it affected their lives.

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Methods

All participants gave written, informed consent. They were recruited through articles in newspapers, gay magazines, and newsletters of gay groups; interviews with one of the authors (GS) on local and national radio and television discussing the project; and direct contacts with the research team. GS undertook in depth, unstructured interviews with participants that were audiotaped and transcribed for qualitative analysis.

Analysis

We analysed narratives following a chronological pattern from early development and sexual feelings to the treatment received, their lives thereafter, and their current attitudes to their treatment. We examined each transcript systematically for data relating to these aspects and extracted text segments accordingly using the software package (NVivo). All authors undertook a series of discussions about emerging themes to resolve discrepancies and reach a consensus on the meaning of the texts.

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Results

Twenty nine former male patients, two female patients, and two female relatives of male patients made contact, of whom one male and one female patient eventually declined because of personal commitments. This made 31 participants who were aged 27 to 83 years (mean 54.4, SD 12.2) at interview. One was married, six had married and divorced, and the remainder were single. One man had considered himself heterosexual until experiencing same sex attraction in his early 20s, four regarded themselves as bisexual, and the remainder had consistently been attracted to same sex partners.

Life before treatment

Many participants felt they lacked parental affection during childhood and adolescence and experiencing same sex attraction gave rise to considerable anxiety. Those who grew up between 1940 and 1970 often commented on the negative influence of the British media:

There were no positive role models and the newspapers were full of the most vituperative filth that made me feel suicidal… I felt totally bewildered that my entire emotional life was being written up in the papers as utter filth and perversity.

Male 1

Those who confided in others were usually met with silence, condemnation, and rejection or told that their homosexual feelings constituted a temporary phase. Two who confided in their teachers were referred to psychiatrists for treatment. Although many had experimented with same sex partners, the legal and social risks involved were considerable. Isolation from other gay young people also drove several, as young adolescents, to engage in sexual experimentation with adults and vice versa, that might not otherwise have occurred. Growing up and realising that their sexual feelings were not a passing phase increased their sense of shame and isolation. A few requested help directly from mental health professionals to change their sexual orientation. Most, however, talked about their homosexual feelings with their general practitioners. However, doctors often lacked knowledge and were uncomfortable with the disclosure of homosexual feelings:

He said he’d never had any experience with this and no one had ever raised this before. He said, “if you come back next week I’ll do some research.” I went back to see the GP and he said, “well, I’ve been in touch with colleagues,” and he said, “obviously you can’t go on living with the stress and the way you are—it’s wrong, it’s perverse, it’s a sickness.”

Male 2

General practitioners referred participants to NHS professionals who were known to specialise in treatment of homosexuality. Only one general practitioner counselled a participant not to have treatment. Two men were arrested for homosexual activity and underwent treatment to avoid imprisonment.

Treatments

The age at which people received treatment ranged from 13 to 40 years, with most being in their late adolescence and early 20s. Treatments described were mainly administered in NHS hospitals throughout Britain and in one case a military hospital. Those treated privately usually underwent psychoanalysis. The most common treatment (from the early 1960s to early 1970s, with one case in 1980) was behavioural aversion therapy with electric shocks (11 participants). Nausea induced by apomorphine as the aversive stimulus was reported less often (four participants in the early 1960s).

In electric shock aversion therapy, electrodes were attached to the wrist or lower leg and shocks were administered while the patient watched photographs of men and women in various stages of undress. The aim was to encourage avoidance of the shock by moving to photographs of the opposite sex. It was hoped that arousal to same sex photographs would reduce, while relief arising from shock avoidance would increase, interest in opposite sex images. Some patients reported undergoing detailed examination before treatment, while others were assessed more perfunctorily. Patients would recline on a bed or sit in a chair in a darkened room, either alone or with the professional behind a screen. Each treatment lasted about 30 minutes, with some participants given portable electric shock boxes to use at home while they induced sexual fantasies. Patients receiving apomorphine were often admitted to hospital due to side effects of nausea and dehydration and the need for repeated doses, while those receiving electric shock aversion therapy attended as outpatients for weeks or in some cases up to two years.

Oestrogen treatment to reduce libido (two participants in the 1950s), psychoanalysis (three private participants and one NHS participant in the 1970s), and religious counselling (two participants in the 1990s) were also reported. Other forms of treatment were electroconvulsive therapy, discussion of the evils of homosexuality, desensitisation of an assumed phobia of the opposite sex, hypnosis, psychodrama, and abreaction. Dating skills were sometimes taught, and occasionally men were encouraged to find a prostitute or female friend with whom to try sexual intercourse.

Many described the treatments as unsophisticated and un-erotic because of the clinical setting and images used:

The whole week was totally un-erotic. I don’t think I could have had an erection for any reason that week because I didn’t like being there.

Male 3

Most were kept away from others undergoing the same treatment and avoided talking to family and friends about it. One participant claimed that a male doctor whom he consulted for help with his homosexuality sexually abused him several times at the age of 14, another that one or more doctors physically assaulted him during his treatment, while a third believed his name was given to the police and his family. Nevertheless, some reported concern and sympathy from those who treated them:

A psychologist was the man who administered the jolts to me, and he was quite charming because I could tell he couldn’t be disloyal to the hospital but he kind of, in his way, tried to dissuade me from doing this.

Male 4

The contrast between the depth of their sexual feelings and the simplicity of the treatment made many doubt the wisdom of the approach. Most became disillusioned and stopped the treatments themselves. Sometimes treatment ended abruptly:

I said, “when am I going to find a breakthrough? You keep saying things will change and everything’s going to be OK.” She [the psychiatrist] said, “well, I’m going to have to tell you now I don’t think we are going to get anywhere. To be quite honest I never expected we would in the first place. You’re going to have to go home and tell your wife that you’re gay and start a new life.” Boom!

Male 5

This man left the hospital and immediately made a serious attempt on his life. Most participants were never followed up for more than a few months.

Life after treatments

For the brother of one participant, there was no life after treatment. He died in hospital due to the side effects of apomorphine. Several sought out further treatment, usually private psychoanalysis; none had further behavioural treatments. Some believed that the treatments had helped them to deal with their sexual feelings but not in the way intended:

Mainly that from a guilt-ridden Christian point of view it meant that at least I had tried to do something and it had proved not to work. I think it’s mostly the feeling that I’d done my bit to try and deal with the problem. I found that comforting.

Male 6

With the decriminalisation of certain homosexual acts in 1967 and more tolerant social attitudes, most participants were able to explore their sexuality and several found fulfilling, same sex relationships. However, most never spoke to their partners, friends, or families about their treatment. One man was content to remain celibate when treatment failed to change his orientation, asserting that the main enjoyment in his life had been his hobbies. Three other men also avoided sex altogether but unhappily claimed it was the result of treatment. Other participants married in the hope this would complete their cure. Some marriages lasted many years and resulted in children. All except one—which was essentially a sexless marriage—ended in divorce on the grounds of sexual incompatibility. Several considered that they had hurt others:

I have great pangs of conscience that, to some extent, I have wasted [his wife’s] life, which she says not. We are very much in love but it’s a very gentle, very tender, very caring but platonic love and the other feelings [homosexual] are still there and mount up and up by the day.

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Several remained confused and angry at their naivety in accepting treatment:

This feeling of a lack of self worth—I think that was a tremendous impact, because I shouldn’t feel like that and I don’t have any gay friends who do feel like that. I think that treatment had a lot to answer for in that respect.

Male 5

Half of the participants were continuing to receive psychological help at the time of interview. However, only one informant, who had grown up in the 1990s, still wanted to change his sexuality and thought that mental health professionals currently denied him this option.

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Discussion

These narratives show that hostile family and social attitudes rather than the police or courts impelled most people to seek professional help. However, our companion paper (Online First on bmj.com) on professionals who administered the treatments, suggests that patients were referred fairly regularly from the courts.8 No participant suggested that treatment had had any direct benefits, and for many it had reinforced the emotional isolation and shame that had been a feature of their childhood and adolescence. Occasionally, it enabled acceptance of their sexuality, but many retained a sense of loss and unease.

Limitations

These participants may not be representative of all people who underwent treatment. Many may have died, emigrated, or been reluctant to take part. Conversely, those most affected may have been more likely to come forward than others on whom it had less impact. Treatments do not seem to have been extensive. We also had few who underwent psychoanalysis, possibly because the focus is less explicit than behaviour treatments and people may often have been unaware of their analyst’s intent.9 Although our data suggest that treatment was unsuccessful and indeed harmful, the nature of our study means that we cannot address its efficacy. Although people who changed may have been less willing to participate than those who did not, there is no evidence from outcome studies that these treatments were effective at changing sexual orientation.7 Nor is it simply the case that the wrong type of treatment was developed. The medicalisation of homosexuality itself seems to have been the fundamental error, rather than what type of treatment arose as a consequence.

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Conclusions

Homosexuality was removed from ICD-10 (international classification of diseases, 10th revision) only in 1992. Our study shows the negative consequences of defining same sex attraction as a mental illness and designing treatments to eradicate it. It serves as a warning against the use of mental health services to change aspects of human behaviour that are disapproved of on social, political, moral, or religious grounds.

What is already known on this topic

Little is known about the experiences of patients in the United Kingdom who underwent treatment to change their sexual orientation in the middle part of the 20th century

What this study adds

Patients sought treatment or were referred after discussion with general practitioners, teachers, or others, and sometimes as an alternative to imprisonment

Treatments included behavioural aversion therapy with electric shocks, oestrogen therapy, religious counselling, electroconvulsive therapy, and psychoanalysis, and often had a negative impact on patients’ sense of identity and place in society

No participant thought they had benefited from treatment and for many it increased their sense of social isolation and shame

It is harmful to apply medical diagnoses to human conditions that are disapproved of morally or socially

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Notes

We thank all the men and women who participated in the study; BBC Radio Kent, Merseyside, Cornwall, Scotland, Norfolk, Foyle (Northern Ireland), Radio 4’s All in the Mind programme, BBC Breakfast Television, Time Out (London), Glasgow Herald, Manchester Evening News, Daily Mail, Gay Times, Diva Magazine, Pink Paper, and many other groups that helped to advertise this study; and Jeffrey Weeks and John Warder, who provided advice at all stages of the study, and Éamonn McKeown for commenting on earlier drafts of this paper. We also acknowledge the support of the Camden and Islington Mental Health and Social Care Trust.

Contributors: MK and AB conceived the idea, devised the protocol, and obtained funding for the study. GS conducted the interviews and analysed the data in collaboration with MK and AB. All three authors contributed to the paper. MK is guarantor.

Funding: GS was supported by a grant from the Wellcome Trust History of Medicine Section.

Competing interests: None declared.

Ethical approval: Received from Royal Free Hospital NHS Trust Research Ethics Committee.

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